
Yesterday I began reading Walter Wangerin Jr.'s
Preparing for Jesus (a book of meditations for the Advent season) as I have every year for the past six or seven years. But, today's meditation struck me in a way that it never has before. Today was about Zechariah and Elizabeth, God's promise to them that they would have a child even in their old age. Wangerin points out that every present moment is rooted in the past. As God makes this promise to Zechariah, it is linked to God's promise to Abraham and Sarah.
"In all of Scripture, these are the only couples both childless and too old to bear children; and in only these two cases does God announce the improbable birth not to the mother, but to the father. Therefore, Abraham and Sarah once introduced a fresh covenant between God and the earth, so Zechariah and Elizabeth now introduce the final covenant of grace, and the lines between them run unbroken--for no other reason than that the love of God did not break against human sin!"
How awesome! Then Wangerin brings it home, explaining that even this very moment (that very moment of me sitting and reading the meditation book) is weaved together with the past. God is the God of history and He has worked everything together to bring you here at this particular time. "You have been nurtured in love through all the ages unto this instant, this breath you are now drawing, this present beating of your heart, this thought, this faith, this prayer..."
As I pondered this truth this morning, I realized how apparent it was in my life. God is the God of history and he has used things in my past to bring me here at this very moment. If not for Ron (my pastor) suggesting that we read 5 Psalms each day of November, I would not have gotten back into the routine of having a daily quiet, meditation time in the morning. If not for my involvement in Young Life, I would not have received this book of meditations. (I received it as a gift at a Young Life banquet.) If not for my severe crush on Drummer Boy in 9th grade, I would not have gotten involved in Young Life. If not for my decision to join the high school band, I would not have met Drummer Boy. If I had any singing talent whatsoever, I would not have joined the band, but would have taken choir and art instead. If I had not auditioned for choir in 5th grade and had not been told by the music teacher (with much feeling), "You need help!", I would not have been aware and embarrassed by my lack of singing talent. And it goes on and on! Pretty cool!
I am amazed to realize that my utter despair and embarrassment at my 5th grade choir audition would bring me here to this instant. The God of history, working all things together for the good of those who love Him.